Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in neftuli's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
6:44 pm	If I could, I'd only want to make you smile If you would stay with me a while Current Music: Make You Smile- (+44) (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 11th, 2006
9:06 am	! HG Concert today! (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 26th, 2006
6:41 am	I leave for gainseville today at 9:30 AM, from school. Call me when you get to school, so I can say bye. Its for a debate tournament, one of the largest in the country. Ill be debating pretty much the whole time im there, from today until late sunday. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 1st, 2006
9:55 am	There was a boy A very strange, enchanted boy They say he wandered very far Very far, over land and sea A little shy and sad of eye But very wise was he And then one day, One magic day he passed my way While we spoke of many things Fools and Kings This he said to me: The greatest thing you'll ever learn Is just to love and be loved in return. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
1:46 pm	What do you guys think of my new userpic thing? (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 13th, 2006
8:20 pm	Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time? What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind It feels just like I'm falling for the first time (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
7:33 pm	Thoughts on the story? Wasting Away He was wasting away, feeling pain like none he had ever felt before. The girl he loved had just told him it was over. “Why?” was the question that circled over and over again in his head as he drove, the streets seemingly unchanging. He had never thought he loved her, but today, he realized that he indeed did. As she broke it off with him, he realized how desperately he wanted her, needed her with all of his being. Now that it was over, it was as if another part of him was missing, in reality, the most important part. He reached his house and tore inside. Waiting for him in the dining room were his parents with their never ending questions. Probing into every part of his life, wanting to know every little detail of what had transpired during the day. He put on a happy face for them, not showing the feelings inside. As he crept into his room, he realized that he should call her and things would be all better, if just explained to her how much he felt, how strongly he cared, and then everything would be all right. He called her. “Please, baby, don’t end this. I love you.” “Im sorry. Its over” Hearing the phone click, despair washed over him. He realized life truly is not like the movies; love does not always win out. He didn’t know what to do or where to go from there. If a burglar had chosen that moment to creep into his house and try to kill him, he would not have put a fight. The will to live in him had simply gone out. He crept into his bed, and cried himself to sleep. His parents found him the next morning, in his bed, unable to, or unwilling to respond to them. He was wasting away, feeling pain like nothing he had ever felt before. The most important part of him was missing. He was checked into the hospital. The doctors could not discover what was wrong with him, saying they had never seen a case like it before. “There’s nothing clinically wrong with him, but… he’s dying.” Many people came in to visit him, but none could rouse him from his coma. Finally, one day a week from when he had first checked into the hospital, the girl whom had broken it off with him came into his room. She sat down next to him, tears spilling over her cheeks. She whispered to him the sweet little nothings they had exchanged over the course of their relationship, and how badly she realized now that she wanted him, needed him. He died with a tear on his cheek. He was done wasting away, done feeling pain like none he had ever felt before. She was wasting away, feeling pain like none she had ever felt before. (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 1st, 2006
9:07 pm	Im tired. Ive been losing sleep, and ive been pushing my body. Hey Ashley, thanks for describing me as "sweet and cute and funny and interesting" but its hardly true. I love coldstones. I wish scotty still lived down here, A.because hes my bro, and B. because I need to kick his ass for stealing my IP and usuing it to hack me. Starman=randomness. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
6:00 pm	Girls can suck. Not all of them, and not all at once. They wait. They use you, treat you like dirt, and cheat on you. And thats speaking just from MY experiences in this school year. Like I said, girls can suck. BUT there are those that dont. Kat, Anna, Jana, you all dont, and your just the ones who are on livejournal and are going to read this. (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
8:08 pm	One thing that people need to know about me. I HATE IT, let me repeat that, HATE IT, when someone gives me an order. I hate being treated as though I dont deserve any respect, and give me an order as though I dont have a say in what happens. Even more than that, thought, is when someone gives me a STUPID order. If the order makes sense, then i will usually go along with it, but when tis stupid, I just ignore. That is what the kdis who treid to teach us today in PE found out. They treid to give me push-ups for not "listening" yesterday. Bullcrap, I say. I listened, and did nothing. Even coach was like, "huh? You didnt listen? What are they talking about?" So, when they tried to give them to me, I said, "this is bullshit," and just went and played softball. guess thats a lesson for them. Granted, I said a bit more than just, "This is bullshit," but you get the picture. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
9:04 pm	Debate = Fun when you make people laugh. Which I do. And did, and will do. No, i wont change myself for you, sorry. (Comment on this)
Friday, March 10th, 2006
7:20 pm	Gosh. Kat was better than me at Put-Put today. Then again, I wasnt trying. No offence to Kat, im sure your amazing at put-put! I had to scramble around like crazy at lunch to get my NHS letters done, and then had to run and find Ms.Cote after third hour. geez. And then I found out I had a friggin 61 in Britos. Ill get it up. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
7:49 pm	Life's Short Today is not a good day in the Starman household. My sister's ex/one of her best freinds, died. Hey, Greg man, I hardly knew you, but from what I knew, you were a good guy. Have a good time up there in heaven. See, this is why I will never EVER drive when I am tired. (30 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
6:57 pm	Yup This is my first entry... HOW DO I WORK THIS WEBSITE!?!?!?!?!?! AHHHH Current Mood: restless (3 Comments |Comment on this)